Selasa, 12 April 2011

strange foreign beauty

is it true that everyone can be someone else ?? there's always a percent possibility of being someone else ? let's think then,, do you ever feel strange with your self ? do you ever feel 'no this can't be true, this can't be real, it's absurd, it's ridiculous, something's wrong'.. and then you keep saying 'i never thought that i could be like this, i never thought that this could happen to me, if i could turn back the time, but i couldnt, God what am i suppose to do then ? i lost my strength, my direction, and control, i dont want to be the other person, the other personality, i just want to live my life to the fullest,, but.. this is outrageous, i just can't believe this is even real'..

confusing isn't it ? everytime you try to be a straight, a good person, there's always challenges, temptations, trials.. do you dare to challenge your self ? to be someone 'different'? someone that might be hated by most people ? someone strange ? someone that might be alienated ?